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No apology ! 3/10/2006
i'm not married, i'm not buried
no matter if you gonna win
i'll take my blame, i'll take my shame
but i wish i was like you
finding my nest, finding my rest
under the sun, under the sky
i'm not like you
i want apologize, this's my rights
i know i'm gay, i take this blame
what else should i say
what else should i write
is not my fold for who i'm
nothing is changed
i'm ...
0 Comments, 31 Views,
5 Votes
,4.12 Score |
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Total Surrender 2/24/2006
is this what you wanted?
is this what you came for?
to see me lying here on the cold floor
eyes half-lidded
lips parted
a sheen of sweat on my naked body
tip of cock glistening with moisture
staring at you with lust
wanting more
are you satisfied now?
hours ago i fought you
loathed your touch
spit at your face
watched you laugh
i was strong, but you were stronger
...
0 Comments, 62 Views,
6 Votes
,1.37 Score |
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Pure Lust 2/24/2006
You feel the warmth of my body against yours,
I try to pull away, but your hold on me sure,
My body goes limp as my eyes close.
My breathing increases, my heart begins to pound,
You suck my nipples, then lay me down.
YOu caress my body with an evil smile,
proud of the conquor you've wanted for awhile.
You tie my wrist and blinfold my eyes,
Now you know I'm yours for the taking.
...
0 Comments, 40 Views,
4 Votes
,3.25 Score |
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A Moment 2/24/2006
Needy full of lust wanting someone
Anyone hold me feel me
I lie awake here my mind drifting slowly
The velvet of a tongue runs over my naked self
teasing here and there, touching not only my flesh
but my soul. Sensations rush through me ones so pleasurable
Yet so close to pain. It fulfills me but for a moment only.
What happens when it's gone? This Moment?
Will I once again be alone ...
0 Comments, 22 Views,
3 Votes
,1.47 Score |
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Barbed wire around your brain / Stacheldracht 2/21/2006
What makes me feel so good, what makes me feel so happy?
When it finally cracks, when there's a thunder and
there's a lightning
When is really splashes, is that the way it should be?
Love, rage, blows mix with thieves of love. Damn, that goes
to far.
You hurt me when I see you like that. How you change into devil?
Freedom, true love, new love, making love right back to
you.
Don't be ...
0 Comments, 31 Views,
4 Votes
,2.86 Score |
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'cause 2/21/2006
Get yourself a doze with sens of humour 'cause
Flaying saucers are coming down, flaying saucers everywhere
and this is true, 'cause i'm telling you!
You think that we're unbelieveably important here
in space
UFO is coming in up, is coming get you when you sleep deep
at night
The thoughts of hate and ignorance is fading a way
When they standing at your bed at night those scary ...
0 Comments, 30 Views,
3 Votes
,2.94 Score |
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The One.... 2/16/2006
You're the one I like,
You're the one I think of at night,
In my thoughts though it may seem,
Can this really be a dream?
You're the one I stare at in the halls,
You're the one who won't laugh if I fall,
Thoughts of you in my mind,
When all I want is for you to be mine,
Though what I want won't come true,
You're the one i'd like to talk to,
As easy as it may seem,
It's very ...
0 Comments, 51 Views,
5 Votes
,3.80 Score |
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Longing to come forth.... 2/16/2006
I remember the day I knew I was gay. I had to be about 13 years
old, one day I visited my best friend. He was also 13, I vividly
remember him just kissing me. I kinda thought it was weird,
yet I liked it. So I didn't tell him to stop, before I
knew it we took it further. Maybe I knew I was gay younger
than that, but that was my first gay encounter. From then
on, I new I loved boy. I ...
0 Comments, 88 Views,
8 Votes
,3.48 Score |
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Hidden Thoughts 2/16/2006
My thoughts of you are hidden within,
We used to attend the same school back then,
Funny how we've since have grown,
We were best friends,
Now seemingly unknown,
But surprisingly you remember,
We ran into each other in mid-October,
Or was it late-Decemeber?
Hopefully we'll become close friends again,
Maybe something more,
Thanks to seeing you again at the grocery store.
0 Comments, 55 Views,
3 Votes
,3.43 Score |
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Blind Affections 2/16/2006
Bright out,
Yet so dark,
I see you,
You don't notice me,
Emotions building up inside me,
You looking as good as can be,
Heart pounding,
Yet silent,
You must be blind,
I can't believe you don't notice me,
I want you without much of a doubt,
But you walk past me,
As if i'm not much of anything,
Like a water vapor or cloud,
Unseen, Unknown, Unappreciated,
Who am I?
...
0 Comments, 38 Views,
3 Votes
,2.94 Score |
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Take That Away 2/6/2006
They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over
<br>
And they can try
Hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams
<br>
Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try, but they can't
Take ...
0 Comments, 29 Views,
2 Votes
,1.73 Score |
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Bliss 2/3/2006
Bliss
<br>
Bliss is…
the way you kiss me
when I wake up in the morn
The heat from our bodies
keeping me secure and warm
You go to enter
but you tease me instead
I’m under your spell
until your footsteps leave the
bed
Do I smell something cooking
My Lord I am so blessed
Your talents continue to amaze
me
You’re so much better than the rest
Strawberries ...
0 Comments, 28 Views,
4 Votes
,3.25 Score |
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When i see 2/3/2006
When i see the shy i cry.. when i look down I see my lover..
when u come I will see him in great heavens.. he's looking
up and down on my handsome body. he crys and and cry deeps
all over my sexy whole body. My life my love and my heart is
ofr all of loves in the world.. When he passed away. my love
is no more . but I have found a new love but need more time.
he's handsome and he's more ...
0 Comments, 37 Views,
3 Votes
,1.96 Score |
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Boy I've Been Told 2/2/2006
Looking in your eyes
I see a memory
Of how it used to be
Before our world came tumbling down
<br>
I try, I did nothing else but try
To keep our love alive
Oh how I loved you so
And you just made me cry
<br>
Did you deceive me
Did you do me wrong
Boy, I can't take it
Can't take it anymore
<br>
I feel so helpless
Not knowing what to do ...
0 Comments, 64 Views,
7 Votes
,3.30 Score |
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Love Makes Things Happen 2/1/2006
Deep in the heart
Love has many ways
Of touching your emotions
Taking control of you
<br>
And even in thought
Love can make you change
There's no way of controlling love
When it's part of you
<br>
Well you could be a married man
With two and a good woman
And you could give your heart and soul
I swear it don't mean nothin'
'Cause love can pull you deep into ...
0 Comments, 31 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score |
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You're The One 1/31/2006
Lately, I have noticed a change in me
I'm not restless as I used to be
And there's so many things I want to do,
But only with you
<br>
'Cause now that I've found what i'm
searching for
There's no need to look for love
anymore
And this feeling I have is too deep inside
I know it can only be right that you
<br>
You're the one that I adore
You're the one my ...
0 Comments, 25 Views,
0 Votes
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Spanish Eyes 1/30/2006
I know for sure
his heart is here with me
Though I wish him back,
I know he cannot see
My hands trembling
I know he hears me sing
<br>
I light this candle
and watch it grow
Tears on my pillow
<br>
And if there is a Christ
He'll come tonight
To pray for Spanish eyes
<br>
And if I have nothing left to show
Tears on my pillow
What kind of ...
0 Comments, 17 Views,
0 Votes
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Free 1/27/2006
You know the hook
You see the bait
I know you want a bite
So why procrastinate
Come on
<br>
What you doin over here
Bring it over here, lets see what you got
Listen,
<br>
Every body knows that, yeah, I am kinda shy
And I'm not the kinda boy who could ever approach a guy
But I want to find a way to get you to notice me
I got a 4 wheel drive, 6-3, brown eyes, ...
0 Comments, 21 Views,
0 Votes
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Like I Never Said Yes 1/27/2006
I said yes to your number
And yes to you dating me
Yes we can be together
But you gotta wait for me
<br>
The first time I say no
It's like I never said yes
<br>
I said yes we can be together
Yes you can stay with me
But when I say no not tonight
You acting so ungratefully
<br>
The first time I say no
It's like I never said yes
<br>
You was ...
0 Comments, 24 Views,
2 Votes
,1.04 Score |
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I'm Still Breathing 1/26/2006
Did you think my life
would end that day
That you walked out
when you broke my heart
<br>
Did you think I couldn't
make it through
Ooh, without you
<br>
Did you think you'd stop
my world with goodbye, oh no
Did you think
I'd crumble inside
<br>
Not Me,
I'm still breathing
And this heart of mine
is still beating
<br>
I, I'm not ...
0 Comments, 7 Views,
0 Votes
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There's No Me Without You 1/25/2006
There's no me
Without you
There's no meaning to life
Without you
<br>
Tell me why should I care
About doing my hair
When I can't stop this
Thinking about you
<br>
There's no moon
Without you
There's no Saturday nights
Without you
<br>
There's no walk through the park
No beat in my heart
No I love you
no I can't live without you
...
0 Comments, 15 Views,
2 Votes
,3.12 Score |
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I'm Gonna Be Alright 1/23/2006
It's funny 'cause for a while
I walked around with a smile
But deep inside
I could hear voices telling me
this ain't right
<br>
Don't you know it's not for you
I always knew what I had to do
But it's hard to get away
Because I love you
I just tried to stay
<br>
I used to say
I couldn't do it
But I did it
After telling everybody
that I wasn't with it ...
0 Comments, 25 Views,
1 Votes
,1.10 Score |
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Yours 1/20/2006
YOU BRIGHTEN UP THE
MOON AND STARS AT NIGHT
YOU KEEP ME SEEING
RAINBOWS IN THE SKY
<br>
YOU BRING NEW MEANING
TO MY LIFE, NOW
I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES
BABY I'M FOREVER YOURS
<br>
TENDER LOVE'S
WHAT YOU'RE GIVING ME AND
YOU SURPASS
ALL MY FANTASIES AND
<br>
I KEEP THANKING
THE LORD ABOVE FOR
BLESSING ME
WITH OH SO MUCH
<br>
CAUSE I ...
0 Comments, 23 Views,
2 Votes
,5.20 Score |
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the bridge (1) 1/19/2006
nothing spoken but the truth
that was only on my mind
I'll make this clear to you
when the morning comes
I'll cross the bridge...
nothing broken but the hearts
I confess everytime
that i'm close to you
my emotions are supress
when the morning sun
is shining through
I'll cross this bridge for you
I'll laugh, I'll lie
You'll see right through
I'm swallowing pride of mine ...
0 Comments, 29 Views,
2 Votes
,3.12 Score |
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no hellos (1) 1/19/2006
like a mist of morning breeze
like a wind is blowing through the trees
let it go with no hellos
and no good-byes...
what's the use, when you loose your soul?
I'm still waiting for the sun to rise
miles ahead, miles behind
golden star in greyish sky
I'll follow you till a day i die
let it go with no hellos
I'm still waiting for the sun to rise
0 Comments, 26 Views,
2 Votes
,3.81 Score |
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Feels So Right 1/19/2006
Oh how can it be true
God's gift me and you
And I won't take it for granted
My love for you is strong
With his, can't go wrong
And I can't believe this feeling
<br>
I don't know
So confused
What to do
How bout you
Please don't pull away from me
<br>
I don't know
So confused
What to do
Feelin you
And in the end you ask me
<br>
feels so right ...
0 Comments, 28 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score |
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You 1/19/2006
Here I am
in your face
Telling truths
and not your old lies
<br>
Seems to me
that you care
And I know that you’re
runnin’ out of time
<br>
See ya can’t get away
I’ll be here forever and again
Whisperin’ in your ear
Do believe ’cause you know you cannot win
<br>
Spent most your life
pretending not to be
The one you are
but who ...
0 Comments, 33 Views,
1 Votes
,1.10 Score |
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Lonely 1/19/2006
Feeling so alone and deserted
With people standing all around you
Should I trust someone
Should I stay off to myself
Alone with no one to talk to
It's such a helpless feeling
<br>
So anytime you feel the need
Call me when you're lonely
Cause everybody needs a friend
To be there when they're lonely
<br>
So don't isolate yourself
Every time that I come around
...
0 Comments, 25 Views,
1 Votes
,2.40 Score |
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something 1/18/2006
you were up all night
on the floor break down
slept all day like stone
woke up by my touch
with wet hot sweat
matress is in mess
took a dip in pool
just about a noon
it was not enough
to be stripped down
laid out...
hung out...
something happend...
anything and nothing
0 Comments, 26 Views,
2 Votes
,2.42 Score |
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words 1/18/2006
all the silent words
real words which you wrote
we still somehow, it never were
with full of grace refused to die
dancing shadows on the wall
all this words which you said
coming down like a drops of crying rain
from the glass into grass
a silent words...
0 Comments, 30 Views,
2 Votes
,3.12 Score |